Foreshadowing...

Could this have been some foreshadowing of what has come to pass? I'm definitely not letting the person who has changed my life so much slip away. And I will forever grow with her.

One day my life will change. Up until now there have been a lot of things that have shaped me the way I am; my parents, my friends, my teachers, but there will come a time when a person walks into my life and changes my existence. Whether that person will be a flash in the pan, or a life long companion, I don’t know. I feel it. I feel it everyday of my life. I hope for it and I expect it. Is that my problem? Am I living in a dream world? Am I waiting for nothing? Maybe that person has come and gone. Maybe I didn’t realize it because my mind was too preoccupied with waiting for this person. Someone once said that life is what you make it. Am I making it worth it? I want to be on that road going across North Dakota, where I saw the “F” made of stones on top of the hill. Why was that there? Was it a symbol for something? I think a man walked up to that hill, and with his dying energy, made that “F”. He made it for everybody. “Fuck you!” one person would say it meant. “Freedom”, says another. Maybe it was just plain Fred.